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come home please

Elijah, come home now
why do you to this to me
i told you i would watch out
for their safety
but i’m living for 3
you’re living for 1
i come home early
you're out having fun

Elijah, come home please
Elijah, come home

she cries on my shoulder
and Joshua is three
i so long to hold her
you do this to me
i love you you're my brother
won’t you come home?
if i would ever falter
i could have them for my own

Elijah, come home please
Elijah, come home

i take care of them for you
and you get all the love
you know i can make-do
that’s not what I’m dreaming' of
i wanna have a wife
i wanna have a son
i so envy your life
look what you have done

Elijah, come home please
Elijah, come home
Elijah, come home please
Elijah, come home

eXplanations

this space will be used
for me to brainstorm words and thoughts
if you see a revised edition of something earlier posted
that is a good thing

if anyone actually visits this page
i would much appreciate
criticism
in the form of comments

i am in no way good
at what i want to be doing
here
yet

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i dont have dreams

and that is good enough for me
i close my eyes
only i know what i see

it always takes me a couple of tries
to get things right
because i live my life
on the curve i choose

at a quarterlife
i have found some light
i know what i want
and i know my best use

a new space for me

and what is in my mind:
where i dont need to care about grammar